I know that following in love with a guy you have met at London escorts is not the smartest thing to do. But when I met Joe, I simply could not help myself. Not only was he a real hunk of a man to look at but he was fun to be with at the same time. In other words, I fell head in heels in love with him, and I could not get enough with him. Sure, I knew that he was married but it did not bother me. For some silly reason, I decided to believe him when he said that he was going to leave his wife. I should have thought twice about that. Honestly, I have lost count on how many times I have heard that at London escorts.
After a couple of months, I felt that Joe started to “water down” our relationship. Instead of promising me to leave his wife, he started to talk about me being his mistress. He wanted me to leave London escorts and he would set me up in an apartment in the Docklands. But, as I explained to him, I already had my own apartment in London. I really did not need somewhere to live and I certainly had no intention of being his mistress. That was not what I was looking for at all.
I think that must have been a bit of a deal breaker for you. After that we had that chat, he did not get in touch with me at London escorts for a couple of weeks, and when he finally did so, he seemed a bit uncertain. Instead of arriving with a bunch of flowers and a bottle of champagne for us to enjoy, he arrived with a serious look on his face saying that he wanted to talk. He said that he loved me and was still keen for me to leave London escorts to be with him. However, he wanted us to continue dating at London escorts as he could not leave his wife right now.
I was not sure how I should respond to something like that. It sounded like he wanted to have his cake an eat it. I told him that I was okay to date him on a professional basis at London escorts at Charlotte Finchley escorts, but he said that he needed more than that. I felt like he was toying with my heart and putting out little tempters. It was almost like I was a little bird and he was throwing crumbs out for me. I did not know how to respond, but I did tell him that he could not have it both ways.
Joe and I are still seeing each other today. I am still with London escorts and he has kind of become my Sugar Daddy. We see each other when we can, and he helps me out financially and buys me lots of presents. I am not sure what I am to him. Do I still love him? I love him very much but I still feel that he is playing games with my heart. Yes, it would be nice to be with him, but in order for that to happen, he would have to make a firm commitment to be with me. I am not sure that is ever going to happen. If I am not careful, I know that I can easily end up with a broken heart.